无言...

一大早被我老妈骂醒... ~.~"
一大早就骂我说整天在家不出去找工..
拜托.. 才11点好不好.. ~.~"
算了 打给老婆聊聊天~ 呵呵
今天感觉好奇怪 叫她老婆但是好像是自得其乐的感觉...
可能对她不是这样的吧..
我在她心里到底是怎样的人呢? 好想知道...
等下晚上要补习了.. 不管了 去收拾东西先... ~.~"

心情差啊~!!! ~.~"

七早八早就被吵醒的我 在迷迷糊糊的状况下准备好等着宝贝来载我~
站在屋外等着的时候 看见隔壁的小狗~ 想当年的它好可爱 肥肥胖胖白白的~ 现在~ 瘦瘦的~ 好可怜~

一上到车上就听见宝贝开始理论关于李冠英的东西~ 说什么塞车不塞车的东西~
过后她又开始幻想自己是黑社会老大的女人~ 真会异想天开~

第一次她喂我吃东西~ 虽然感觉好像她很不愿意似的~ 但是心里怎样还是甜甜的~ 但是我跟她提起关于表白的东西~ 她还是执着于要那种我做不到的表白方式~ 最后还说这个方式是我提出来的~ 我真的没话说... 我渐渐开始讨厌爱上她的自己...

一个仪式真的那么重要么? 你说我看名份看得很重~ 那你还不是一样把一个所谓的仪式看得那么重~ 既然是这样 我真的无话可说了~

很不想去补习.. 但是.. 为了钱... 我没有选择..

不懂该怎么形容的一天~

今天不懂怎么~ 这么好睡~ 睡到下午2点才起身~ 精神饱满啊~ XD 不过 不是自然醒的~ 而是被我的小宝贝吵醒了 XD
一起来就看到豪他们叫我dota.. 不懂几时才会对这游戏开始感到厌倦呢?
陪他们玩了一场~ 已经连续玩了4场 超过70分钟的游戏了~ 好累~ 呵呵~

玩完了才想起今天晚上有补习~
匆匆忙忙赶完要教她的东西~
赶不及了~ 最后还是用scanner scan以前的作业给她算了~ 呵呵 (有种骗吃的感觉了)

补习的时候去到补习那边我的心突然好不舒服~ 听到一堆的小孩在那边喊~ 晓杨~ 你的胖胖的老师来了~ walao~ 差点被气死... >.<"

终于给我熬过了这1小时半~ 回到家了 跟我妈妈提起换车的player的时候 她竟然给我假装忘记了 超不爽 我说了 还说不用花这种无谓的钱~ 说到底是她答应了现在要反悔~ 现在我是没钱自己换？我是不爽答应了做不到还说我诬赖她.. 他奶奶的.. 也因为这样我差点乱找事情来和小宝贝吵架 >.<"

懒惰写了 就这样~ 晚安睡觉时间到了~

2 days never online le... i'm miss my friend so much... especially her... but when i online.. i found out that she sounds moody again and dont want me to disturb her.. so i just can 打招呼 with her and then just keep quiet...

yeah.. she came to find me and we chat for few hours... although it's nothing between us.. but i do really feel sweet already... it's enough for everything that i want... Another tiring day for me... i know i do have the feeling towards her already... but... i'm just control myself and stop myself to fall to her... why i need to do so???

i just can keep on telling her that the things i say was joking.... cause i'm scare that she ask me to give up... so i choose to not to say...

half part of my face was so pain.. i dont even know the reason... just know that i drink too much coke... maybe it's the point.. hahs..

morning 1am went over a foodcourt near to my house and buy somethings to eat.. cause she ask me to when she know that i din have my dinner yet... i bought le some sushi and she say i eat her... hahas.. almost forget that her nickname is sushigirl.. hehe...

but it's kinda sad that i always make her cry... she really a girl that i want to love.. care.. protect.. and anything she want me to do i'm willing to do so.. i dont dare to say.. just because i scare to get reject.. i think all the guy are the same...i wish there's nothing happen between me and her... 我已经满足我和她现在的关系了... 就算只是网友... 不过也是她值得信赖的一个朋友（虽然我不知道是不是）... 只因为我不想成为她的心结....